…three steps back

*tw* disordered eating, trauma recovery I know healing isn't linear. I know it, and yet every time my "progress" stops appearing as an upward vertical climb and leans more towards a "crazed ant that got dipped in ink and let loose on a graph", I catch myself panicking. I've worked SO HARD to be "okay" [...]


I recently was given the "homework" of journaling about where I feel like I'm stuck in limbo. And I immediately started laughing hysterically, because - EVERYWHERE. I feel stuck in limbo everywhere. The very nature of my chronic illness means I live in a perpetual state of limbo. I cannot make plans with friends, agree [...]