…three steps back

*tw* disordered eating, trauma recovery I know healing isn't linear. I know it, and yet every time my "progress" stops appearing as an upward vertical climb and leans more towards a "crazed ant that got dipped in ink and let loose on a graph", I catch myself panicking. I've worked SO HARD to be "okay" [...]

Apology to my Body

*disclaimer - this is simply my experience based on MY story and journey. I do not in any way speak for all chronically ill or eating disordered human beings, nor am I  in any way claiming that all chronically ill people have disordered eating or that disordered eating is the cause of all (or any) [...]